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happy birthday to u...

2005-09-05T13:44:00.000-07:00

it was his his birthday on sat sep 3 . way before his birthday i have already bought his present. i have been longing for this day for a long time. and finally the day came. i arrange to meet him in town & pass him his present. i was so anvious tt day. cos i have not seen him for a long time & was wondering how he look like le. but when i saw him i was so elited. i miss him so much & there he is right in front of mi now. no words can describe how i feel. i pass him the present and wish him happy birthday. i even took pics with him. tt was really wonderful cos i have not take wif him even for once. it i was the 1st and e last i guess. :'( but i was really happy tt day cos we even sms tt day. although time pass really fast but i really hope that we will be back together again cos i misses him every day ....

angry, frustrated, sad....

2005-08-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

haiz... really long time nv update my blog le even my tagboard also expire le lo haiz so can really c how long i nv come update le :( .... sorri cos i was so busy .

but today i really cannot control myself i need burt out all the things that i need to .
firstly, is my sch work . i m so damn angry wif that bastard HENKY . ASS HOLE U . wat a irresponsible he is . give mi last min info ask mi to do the flash . wat e hall u he think flash so easy lo .i dun care already if i call finish e project then tats it , we all fail i already dun care i m not going to go ask mi againagain when he is going to hand in e info . he 1 to hand in when is his problem. I DUN CARE LE...

the begining...

2005-05-27T02:36:00.000-07:00

haiz... yesterday i jus call him to ask him about my sch work . at first i was quite sad cos when i call him again & ask him, he told mi he wanna play game . then i was like damn sad le cos playing game to him is more important then teaching mi. what to do i longer related to him le so i cannot do anything when he say tat so i said nvm lor . it was quite late liao so i off line then go slp . but when i suddenly awake in the middle of night i was surprise to find that he actually sms mi & tell mi tat e ans he has gaven mi was wrong . then i was like a bit relived le cos he still bother to solve e problem for mi even though he is playing game. how i wish i can do sth to have him back but i cant cos when to temple last week & pray for lots . then e lot ask mi to wait till e time come , be patient . so i cant do any thing now but wait lor. i guess must wait until gartuated le cos i think if i go find him now he will give mi e same excuse of not wanting to patch. so i onli can wait lor but do nothing . i really hope wat e lot say is true cos i can do anything for him jus to have him back. so if lets say this lot is really true then my waiting is really worthwhile....

come back to mi....

2005-05-16T00:32:00.000-07:00

jus came back from my class chalet . i feel so depress now. i really dont neo wat feelings he has towards mi. if u say he has no more feelings towards mi , then y is he still dare not look into my eyes when he is talking to mi . and besides tat we hardly talk to each other at the chalet. i wanted to find out wat is his real feeling is , but i couldn't cos there is no way to. i'm afraid tat the ans will be the same as wat he has given mi e last time i when to find him. i cannot faced the fact if he is going to say tat again. i really dun neo wat to do now . i miss him and love him so much tat i can sacrifice everythings i have jus for him no matter how tough it will be. u will never be replace in my heart. please dont hurt mi again and come back to mi , i will always wait for u ... if i really hurt myself one day and cos my 2 sisters to feel unhappy i would like to say i'm very very sorry to ur... thanks for being by my sides and letting ur hears to mi when i need ur...

happy mother's day

2005-05-09T02:30:00.000-07:00

so happy jus celebrated mother's day with my mom. guess wat she is so happy when she c the cake. i guess this is the best present i ever gave her cos no money can buy the cake that i specially mak for her.:) but any way i would like to thanks my mom for what she has did for us and being such a noble mother! mom, happy mother's day ! muack! thank you!

happy cake making

2005-05-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

wa today so happy . cos i have make a cake for my mom on mothers' day. i going to give my mom a big surprise on sunday. btw thanks to my best fren SERENE for letting mi making a mess in ur kitchen wahahah ..... :) but any way thanks for letting mi use ur oven or else i will not be able to make e cake so sucessfully . a veri big thank you to u ! muack! hope we can have another cake making session again @ our S&S cake shop wahahah.... :)

my 18th birthday

2005-04-28T21:55:00.000-07:00

i jus celebrated my 18th birthday on 24 april last week. althought it was not what i excepted but i m still gald tat i still have my best frens with mi . & oso my wish did not come true on tat day . i was hoping tat he will true up on tat day after promising my fren he will come for the celebration. but no , he suddenly say tat he could not turn up cos there is a crush wif his grandma birthday celebration. i was extremely sad & disappointed when i found out . i suspected him tat he is giving excuse of not wanting to turn up. but my frens say tat he maybe really caught up with his grandma birthday so he cannot come . but whether anot he is really giving excuses not to turn up or he is really caught up wif his grandma birthday it is always a mystery to mi cos i will nv find out e truth.... but i really hope tat if i find out e truth 1 day it will be he is caught up wif sth & not he is actually giving excuses.... :'(

hurrey!

2005-04-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

wahaha.... i finally complete my blog design liao . so happy . hehe :) now can come update my blog le. so long very come update liao. so ppl out there if u came across my blog pls help mi tagged ok . can give mi some command on certain things... wahahaha :)

holiday timez!

2005-04-04T00:08:00.000-07:00

yeh! finallly exams finish le. so damn happy . can slack liao after a long struggle . but i think soon must start work liao. waiting for jie ying to inform mi . then xian liao ..... haiz.... but nvm lor cos i need money to do alot of things .... go kai kai , rebonding, etc.... all this need $ so must work . so may not have time much time to update blog . anyway i long time nv come update liao cos tat time got assignments & exams so cannot come online lor . sorri . wahahaha :)

finally...

2005-03-12T22:41:00.000-08:00

yeh! my assignment finally competed . so happy now. but my exams coming soon le. sainz ... :( must stress again. time past really fast , after exams i will be in 2nd year le . i guess studies will be more & more tougher for mi ba . but no matter want, i must promise myself that i will work hard for all this 3 year! jia you!

sad sad... :(

2005-03-05T02:44:00.000-08:00

haiz... i saw my ex juz now. so sad , see him remember our memories again. what to do what is over is over & what is done cannot be undone. life still have to carry no for mi no bout :( ..... stuck with my programming too, dont know what to do . so frustrated , i think have to wait for ans but friday is the demo liao , scared no time to study. so fan dont neo what to do and who to talk to.... i think have to day dreamz all day liao.haiz...

freshies

2005-03-04T04:53:00.000-08:00

wow i feel so excited starting my online dairy today. Wahahah... :)
its coming to the end of the semsters & my exams are coming soon. so sianz....haven even start my revision. i feel so fan now, i could not know what to do on certain things. haiz... how lucky m i to have this on line diary to share my feelings or else i will be bored to death......